Sunday, October 16, 2011

Shayri-e-Sharaab



Kuch is terha guzarti ab, humaari har shaam hai,
Ek haath tasveer unki to, aik haath jaam hai!

Bekaar hai yaad dilana ,k shaye ye haraam hai,
Sab kuch bhool jaate hain ,jab koi leta unka naam hai!

Hum to yehi kahenge, Mai be-wajah badnaam hai,
Dard-e-dil se humko to , pahunchaati ye araam hai!

Tabaah kerti hai sharaab, ghalat is per ilzaam hai,
Madadgaar ka badnaam hona to, qudrat ka nizaam hai!

Hum ghamkhaaron ka mai ko, Tah-e-dil se salaam hai,
Bina iske to khudaa jaane, kya humara anjaam hai!


Nasha hum karte hain ,
ilzaam sharaab ko diya jaata hai,
magar ilzaam sharaab ka nahi unka hai,
jinka chehraa hume har jaam mein nazar aata hai…
Jamm pi kar apne gam ko kaha kam kia hamne,
Har waqt teri yaadon main in aankhon ko namm kia hamne.
Chaha tha tujhe bhulna par yaad hi kia hamne.
Aur jindagi ke baad bhi kabarr se haath nikaal kar tera hi intezar kia hamne.
Sham thi wo kaatil,jo uski yaaden le aai ,
Thy ham tanha, hame mahkhane le aaye,
Saaki ne toa aur bhi julam dhaya ham par,
Ke chalak gaya paimana, aisi aankhiyon se pilayi …
Nazar saaki par hain, aur lab paimaane par
Dil hamara hai aaj fir, kisi kay nishaane par
Woh khaali pyala liye letein hain, kabar main apni
Kehte hain sharab milaegi, jannat kay aane par..
Hamari kahani sunn sakee ki bhi aankhon main aansoo aa jate hain,
Saare mehkhane ki sharab peekar bhi hum nashe main nahi aate hain,
Kya karein sakee aab toa itni jyada peene lage hain,
Kay hum mehkhane main bhi darwaje se lauta diye jate hain.
Bichdee huae yaar hain millee par unkii yaade nahi bichdii
Gamm unke diye hain par unki chaah nahi bichdii
Saaki bottal khol de aaj saari tere maikhaane kii
Deekhen aaj pehmaano main rehta hai gamm ya hamare dil main…
Mat karo meri batoon pe yakin ,maine nashe mai hu,
Woh thi hamare kareeb , mai nashe mai haun…

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Hum Bhi Kitne Deewane Nikle

Hum Bhi Kitne Deewane Nikle
Diye Se Andhera Mitane Nikle.

Gam-E-Dil Par Hamare Jo Hasa Karte The
Hum Unko Hi Haal-E-Dil Sunaane Nikle.
...
Kaagzi Phoolo Par Aati Nahi Bahaare
Ye Jaan Kar Bhi Hum Gulshan Sajaane Nikle.

Duniya Me Bikti Hai Jhoothi Kahaniya
Sachhe Afsaane Sab Hum Jalaane Nikle.

Log Baithe Hai Bhar Ke Mutthi Me Namak
Jaane Kya Soch Kar Hum Zakham Dikhane Nikle............! ! !
 

Friday, October 14, 2011

I know you didn't mean to make me cry...

When someone hurts you its hard to let go of the pain.....I know and see you struggle with anger and pain
What we fail to see is that the pain is often our own dreams crashing to the ground and they are the very things that hurt us.

I wish you happiness and I love you. My love for you is childlike, innocent and pure and came out of the blue and hung just on a feeling but it was the strongest feeling I ever felt. I surrender my dreams because they may hurt you and I would rather bear the hurt than pull at you at the very time you are falling in love. I feel tears and sorrow deeply inside and nobody will see it or can calm it. Its part of me now this familiar sadness and hollow and hopelessness. The very sadness I had been running from.

Nobody ever fought for me and I don't expect anyone ever will. But, knowing you love someone and that you don't feel the same for me....I know how the story ends. I've known for some time but I wanted to hang on a little longer. I'm sorry only that I met you as a married man and not when I was free. The fault is all mine and my sadness too. But in my dreams, which were unrestrained, I had a happy life with you and you were good to me...and that is my sadness; knowing.

I want to run and scream and cry but everything feels bound up tightly inside; only veins and muscles twitch and salty sleepless tears form and slowly fall. Today I have no dreams, no true home ...only tears and my only fear is that they will remain forever. Whatever God has now chosen for me, I am just now a feather in the wind and feel unworthy of love. The trailing whisps of dreams are not enough to bear the weight of my sorrow.

When my tears dry, I hope you know I still care and I will not abandon you if you need a friend or a shoulder to lean on. You are still precious and you are in my heart.

Because.... I know you didn't mean to make me cry.

I Thought You Were ...

I thought you were the one
So I gave you my hope

I thought you were the best
So I gave you my pride


I thought you were sincere
So I gave you my trust


And I thought you were mine
So I gave you my heart

Thursday, October 13, 2011

AT THE TOP & NEVER COME DOWN!...RDB

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Love Poems

There are many good things in life
Like cars, money and weed
But if you want something confusing,
A girl is all you need.
A girl doesn't say what she wants,
But you're somehow supposed to know,
If they want to do this or do that,
Stay here, stay there or just go.

Then there's the time, you all know what i mean.
That monthly little joy,
That lets them abuse the s**t out of you,
Just for being a boy.
If you ever dare to look at another girl,
They seem to scream go on and panic.
But watch how fast they ignore you,
at the sight of that queer from Titanic.
They give you questions like, "Am I fat?"
and "If you could go with one of my friends, who?"
There is no answer, face the facts,
You are definitely through

Love Story: My First Love ( Story Of Ridhima's Love )

What a good experience of the Love is! I met him in at my tuition classes in 12th standard. I don,t know ki usme aisa kya tha jo mujhe uski taraf attract karta tha…. And one day I came to know that he lives in my neighbor
Really i felt so happy .One day he came to my house but i felt so shy …& i had not said something.
But one day he purposes me for bike ride with him I accepted.
But now the time of separation had came.We both passed out 12th. Now i had gone to university but i never expected ……. that he meets me there also. He is very caring,so sweet…… .In last year , on my Birthday he purposed me. Now we got job in same company… But when my parents had come to know all about. this they became very angry & mom taken me to my mama,s house where she decided to marry me with someone else then I felt so sad…….
Then i decided to ran away with him…. & i did … then we came to delhi where his friend lived and on other side my bros were finding us… Then we had gone to Goa where we became married…. but my father & bro came there & tore me apart from him. & sent me to Mumbai to my didi.
But he also came there to take me with him but my bros bit him so much ……………….I was crying but there no one was listening me. Now i came to know that I’m pregnant i felt so happy.. but one day his mother had called me & said to be away from him & she took promise from me that i would never meet him ….. I had done the same
When i told him that i want to break up he slapped me & promised me to never see me again…But i decided to spend all my life with my baby but my miscarriage happened. now i decided that i would die but there is one person my didi who had supported me & took me to London……..
Where i was trying to forget him but i had never get success.
After 2 yrs……………………….
He met me again as my friend boy friend i was shocked all past memories were coming in my mind……
but one day my friend saw our snaps in my laptop. she asked forcefully about him & me .I told her everything……. & she told him He came to my home & asked to start our relation again. I agreed………. & now we are loving couples & have a baby.
I LOVE HIM SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH…….

Saturday, October 1, 2011

A Letter To Someone Who Will Never Read It


Dear You, how could you break my heart and think everything is OK? I loved you and you left me for another girl. I know the reason; I wouldn't give you what you wanted. I wasn't ready, and apparently she was! You said it didn't matter if I wasn't ready, you loved me for me.Yet, when another girl who is willing comes along, you leave me as fast as you can. You tell everyone what you're going to do before you even let me know. So why is it that I had to be the last one to know? You don't think it could be worse then that? Well it can. You were such a wimp, that you couldn't even tell me yourself! Now as I think about our relationship, I realize that I wasted 4 and half months on you! You weren't even that special to me, I just let myself think that you were! You've been flirting with some girls who I thought were my friends, but apparently you've turned them against me. You made me feel small by the things you said. You gave me the reputations as a slut. Why would you tell people that we did those things? Does it make you look better, like more of a man? You don't even feel any guilt about what you did, and that is basically like screaming that you have no heart and care for no one but yourself. Now you tell people you're with my old friend, and everyone thinks she's cheating on her boyfriend that is here. You try and make me jealous by saying all the girls like you and it's so hard to choose one, but I know the truth. No one really does like you. I guess it makes you feel better by saying those things because you know it makes me hurt. I'm getting over you so fast now that I've found someone much better then you ever were to me. In only a couple weeks, I've realized that I care more for him then I ever cared for you! Now doesn't that make you feel great? Probably not, but after every hurtful thing you've said or done to me, I think it's your turn to take some of my pain that you've caused. Can you believe its been 5 months since we were together, and you still have the power to hurt me? Well not anymore, I don't need you and I never will again. So you can have all those girls who would give you anything, but leave me out of all of that. Thanks for everything, but now, just stop talking to me. You try and are friends but I hate you and I'd like it if we never spoke again! So in order to forget you, I guess this is goodbye. Maybe someday we'll see each other in the long run, but until then you're only a memory. I have to forget about the past, and focus on what's happening now. You can't hurt me forever. So goodbye and good riddance.

Love -----