Friday, December 16, 2011

Abhi Mujh mein kahin- Sonu Nigam(Agneepath New Songs )

Katrina's Chikni Chameli Full - Item Song of the Year 2012 Agneepath..


Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Zindagi Mein Do Minute Koi Mere Paas Na Baitha,


Zindagi Mein Do Minute Koi Mere Paas Na Baitha,
Orr Aaj Sab Mere Paas Baithe Jaa Rahe Thhe,

Koi Tohfa Na Mila Kisi Ka Aaj Tak Mujhe,
Orr Aaj Phool Hi Phool Diye Ja Rahe Thhe,
...
Taras Gaya Main Kisi Ke Hath Se Diye Ek Kapde Ko,
Orr Aaj Yun Naye Naye Kapde Odhaye Ja Rahe Thhe,

Do Kadam Sath Na Chalne Ko Tayaar Tha Koi,
Orr Aaj Kafila Banakar Sab Jaa Rahe Thhe,

Aaj Pata Chala Ke “Maut” Itni Hassin Hoti Hai,
Kambhakt “Hum” To Yuhi Jiye Ja Rahe Thhe.




Apnay haathon say yun chehray ko chupatay kyon ho?
Mujh say sharmatay ho to saamnay aatay kyon ho??

Tum kabhi meri tarah kar bhi lo ikraar-e-wafa,
Pyaar kartay ho to phir pyaar chupatay kyon ho??
...
Ashq aankho mein meri dekh kay rotay kyon ho?
Dil bhar aaata hain to phir dil ko dukhatay kyon ho??

In say vaabasta hai jab mera muqaddar phir tum,
Meray shano say yeh zulf hatatay kyon ho??

Roz mar mar kay mujhay jeenay ko kehtay kyon ho?
Milnay aaatay ho to phir laut kay jaatay kyon ho??

Apnay haathon say yun chehray ko chupatay kyon ho?
Mujh say sharmatay ho to saamnay aatay kyon ho??




Ek Umar Bhar Ki Tanhai Mere Naseeb Karke.. Wo Gaye Baate Ajeeb Karke..
Wafa Ka Unhe Mein Kya Naam Du.. Khud Ho Gaye Hain Dur Mujhe Kareeb Karke..!!!




Ek samunder h jo mere kabu me h, or ek qatra h jo mujse sambhala ni jata...
Ek umar h jo bitani h unke bagair, or ek lamha h ki mjse guzara ni jata.........??!!!!




Unhe ye shikaayat hai hamse, ki hum har kisi ko dekh kar mushkurate hain,
Nasamajh hain wo kya jaane, Hame to har chehre me wahi nazar aate hain!!!



Hum apni wafawon ka sila kis say mangtay


Hum apni wafawon ka sila kis say mangtay
Hum ba wafa thay lakin wafa kis say mangtay

Khud hee to kee thi hum nay apnay Rab say baghawat
Phir hum jo duwa mangtay to kis say mangtay
...
Jo thay tabeeb Dil ke wo bhi dushman-e-jaan thay
Is Dil kee duwa mangtay to kis say mangtay

Mahboob jo tha wo bhi to naraz tha hum say
koyi shokh ada mangtay to kis say mangtay

Jo waqt guzar jaye tu wapis nahi aata
Wo waqt gaya mangtay tho kis say mangtay

Hum us kee justajoo main howe khud say be-ganay
Hum ghar ka pata mangtay to kis say mangtay…!!



Unko karib lane k chaah main,


Unko karib lane k chaah main,
Sabse dur hote gaye,
Wo karib na aaye,
Sab dur chale gaye.
Paas jaane k chaah main, unke
... Sabse dur ho gaye,
Sabse anzaan bante gaye,
Wo hume anzaan kahe gaye.
Har khusi unki dekhne k liye,
Har waqt dur rahe unke nazroon se hum.
Jaan na paa-e wo hume,
Bhul gayi hume, do pal kya jo dur ho gaye hum.
Kitni kosisho k baad manaya,
Milne ko khudse,
Uss Milan main bhi bechadna tha,
Unko mujse.
Hum tho bas unhe kuch kehana chahate,
Per wo humse kuch sunna na chahate,
Khwaab main tho der raat baate kar leta,
Saamne unke main kuch bool na pata.
Kaise karu main bayaan labo se,
Karta tha main pyaar dil se,
Kash samaj jaati pyaar ko mere,
Na hona padta mujhe dur apno se.

Friday, December 9, 2011

Zahar Jindagi Ka Kaise Pete Hai Hum....By Piyush Vara




Tumhe Kiya Pata Kaise Jete Hai Hum
Zahar Jindagi Ka Kaise Pete Hai Hum

Tum To Khush Ho Apni Duniya Mein
Par Tumhari Yaad Mein Pal Pal Marte Hai Hum
...
Her Din Sochte Hai Ab Tumhe Yaad Na Karenge
Per Tumhe Yaad Kiye Bina Nahi Rah Pate Hai Hum

Tumne Kitni Aasani Se Kah Diya Bhul Jao Hume
Per Tumhi Batao Kaise Bhul Payenge Hum

Tumhe Kiya Samjaye Kaise Bataye
Ki Tumhare Bina Nahi Je Payenge Hum

Kal Raat Unki Yaado Ka Tasavur Itna Thaa Ki
Neend Aayi To Aankhon Ne Bhi Bura Maan Liya

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Mujhe Tum Yaad Aate Ho Bahut Hi Yaad Aate Ho............!!!

Zara Thehro Chale Jaana, Mujhe Kuchh Tum Se Kehna Hai
Jyada Waqt Nahi Loonga Zara Si Baat Karni Hai

Na Dukh Apne Sunaane Hai, Na Koi Fariyaad Karni Hai
Na Ye Maloom Karna Hai, Ki Ab Halaat Kaise Hai
...
Tumhare Hamsafar Hai Jo, Tumhare Saath Kaise Hai
Na Ye Maloom Karna Hai Ki Tere Din Raat Kaise Hai

Mujhe Bas Itna Kehna Hai, Mujhe Tum Yaad Aate Ho
Bahut Hi Yaad Aate Ho............!!!
 
Hum Tasleem Karte Hai, Humey Fursat Nahi Milti. Magar Ye Bhi Zara Socho...
Tumhe Jab Yaad Karte Hai Zamaana Bhool Jaate Hai......! ! !
 
Samandar Se Seekhi Hai Pyar Ki Gehrai
Raat Se Seekhi Hai Lambi Tanhai
Chaand Se Seekha Hum Ne Deedar-E-Yaar
Aur Mohabbat Se Seekha Hai Sirf Intezaar......! ! !
Agar Wo Rooth Jaaye To Meri Jaan Nikal Jaati Hai
Ye Saanse Jaari Rakhne Ko, Main Uski Har Baat Maan Leta Hu.......! ! !
 
 
 
 

Monday, November 14, 2011

Wafawon ka sila..........

Hum apni wafawon ka sila kis say mangtay
Hum ba wafa thay lakin wafa kis say mangtay

Khud hee to kee thi hum nay apnay Rab say baghawat
Phir hum jo duwa mangtay to kis say mangtay
...
Jo thay tabeeb Dil ke wo bhi dushman-e-jaan thay
Is Dil kee duwa mangtay to kis say mangtay

Mahboob jo tha wo bhi to naraz tha hum say
koyi shokh ada mangtay to kis say mangtay

Jo waqt guzar jaye tu wapis nahi aata
Wo waqt gaya mangtay tho kis say mangtay

Hum us kee justajoo main howe khud say be-ganay
Hum ghar ka pata mangtay to kis say mangtay…!!

Unko karib lane k chaah main, Sabse dur hote gaye

Unko karib lane k chaah main,
Sabse dur hote gaye,
Wo karib na aaye,
Sab dur chale gaye.
Paas jaane k chaah main, unke
... Sabse dur ho gaye,
Sabse anzaan bante gaye,
Wo hume anzaan kahe gaye.
Har khusi unki dekhne k liye,
Har waqt dur rahe unke nazroon se hum.
Jaan na paa-e wo hume,
Bhul gayi hume, do pal kya jo dur ho gaye hum.
Kitni kosisho k baad manaya,
Milne ko khudse,
Uss Milan main bhi bechadna tha,
Unko mujse.
Hum tho bas unhe kuch kehana chahate,
Per wo humse kuch sunna na chahate,
Khwaab main tho der raat baate kar leta,
Saamne unke main kuch bool na pata.
Kaise karu main bayaan labo se,
Karta tha main pyaar dil se,
Kash samaj jaati pyaar ko mere,
Na hona padta mujhe dur apno se.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Shayri-e-Sharaab



Kuch is terha guzarti ab, humaari har shaam hai,
Ek haath tasveer unki to, aik haath jaam hai!

Bekaar hai yaad dilana ,k shaye ye haraam hai,
Sab kuch bhool jaate hain ,jab koi leta unka naam hai!

Hum to yehi kahenge, Mai be-wajah badnaam hai,
Dard-e-dil se humko to , pahunchaati ye araam hai!

Tabaah kerti hai sharaab, ghalat is per ilzaam hai,
Madadgaar ka badnaam hona to, qudrat ka nizaam hai!

Hum ghamkhaaron ka mai ko, Tah-e-dil se salaam hai,
Bina iske to khudaa jaane, kya humara anjaam hai!


Nasha hum karte hain ,
ilzaam sharaab ko diya jaata hai,
magar ilzaam sharaab ka nahi unka hai,
jinka chehraa hume har jaam mein nazar aata hai…
Jamm pi kar apne gam ko kaha kam kia hamne,
Har waqt teri yaadon main in aankhon ko namm kia hamne.
Chaha tha tujhe bhulna par yaad hi kia hamne.
Aur jindagi ke baad bhi kabarr se haath nikaal kar tera hi intezar kia hamne.
Sham thi wo kaatil,jo uski yaaden le aai ,
Thy ham tanha, hame mahkhane le aaye,
Saaki ne toa aur bhi julam dhaya ham par,
Ke chalak gaya paimana, aisi aankhiyon se pilayi …
Nazar saaki par hain, aur lab paimaane par
Dil hamara hai aaj fir, kisi kay nishaane par
Woh khaali pyala liye letein hain, kabar main apni
Kehte hain sharab milaegi, jannat kay aane par..
Hamari kahani sunn sakee ki bhi aankhon main aansoo aa jate hain,
Saare mehkhane ki sharab peekar bhi hum nashe main nahi aate hain,
Kya karein sakee aab toa itni jyada peene lage hain,
Kay hum mehkhane main bhi darwaje se lauta diye jate hain.
Bichdee huae yaar hain millee par unkii yaade nahi bichdii
Gamm unke diye hain par unki chaah nahi bichdii
Saaki bottal khol de aaj saari tere maikhaane kii
Deekhen aaj pehmaano main rehta hai gamm ya hamare dil main…
Mat karo meri batoon pe yakin ,maine nashe mai hu,
Woh thi hamare kareeb , mai nashe mai haun…

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Hum Bhi Kitne Deewane Nikle

Hum Bhi Kitne Deewane Nikle
Diye Se Andhera Mitane Nikle.

Gam-E-Dil Par Hamare Jo Hasa Karte The
Hum Unko Hi Haal-E-Dil Sunaane Nikle.
...
Kaagzi Phoolo Par Aati Nahi Bahaare
Ye Jaan Kar Bhi Hum Gulshan Sajaane Nikle.

Duniya Me Bikti Hai Jhoothi Kahaniya
Sachhe Afsaane Sab Hum Jalaane Nikle.

Log Baithe Hai Bhar Ke Mutthi Me Namak
Jaane Kya Soch Kar Hum Zakham Dikhane Nikle............! ! !
 

Friday, October 14, 2011

I know you didn't mean to make me cry...

When someone hurts you its hard to let go of the pain.....I know and see you struggle with anger and pain
What we fail to see is that the pain is often our own dreams crashing to the ground and they are the very things that hurt us.

I wish you happiness and I love you. My love for you is childlike, innocent and pure and came out of the blue and hung just on a feeling but it was the strongest feeling I ever felt. I surrender my dreams because they may hurt you and I would rather bear the hurt than pull at you at the very time you are falling in love. I feel tears and sorrow deeply inside and nobody will see it or can calm it. Its part of me now this familiar sadness and hollow and hopelessness. The very sadness I had been running from.

Nobody ever fought for me and I don't expect anyone ever will. But, knowing you love someone and that you don't feel the same for me....I know how the story ends. I've known for some time but I wanted to hang on a little longer. I'm sorry only that I met you as a married man and not when I was free. The fault is all mine and my sadness too. But in my dreams, which were unrestrained, I had a happy life with you and you were good to me...and that is my sadness; knowing.

I want to run and scream and cry but everything feels bound up tightly inside; only veins and muscles twitch and salty sleepless tears form and slowly fall. Today I have no dreams, no true home ...only tears and my only fear is that they will remain forever. Whatever God has now chosen for me, I am just now a feather in the wind and feel unworthy of love. The trailing whisps of dreams are not enough to bear the weight of my sorrow.

When my tears dry, I hope you know I still care and I will not abandon you if you need a friend or a shoulder to lean on. You are still precious and you are in my heart.

Because.... I know you didn't mean to make me cry.

I Thought You Were ...

I thought you were the one
So I gave you my hope

I thought you were the best
So I gave you my pride


I thought you were sincere
So I gave you my trust


And I thought you were mine
So I gave you my heart

Thursday, October 13, 2011

AT THE TOP & NEVER COME DOWN!...RDB

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Love Poems

There are many good things in life
Like cars, money and weed
But if you want something confusing,
A girl is all you need.
A girl doesn't say what she wants,
But you're somehow supposed to know,
If they want to do this or do that,
Stay here, stay there or just go.

Then there's the time, you all know what i mean.
That monthly little joy,
That lets them abuse the s**t out of you,
Just for being a boy.
If you ever dare to look at another girl,
They seem to scream go on and panic.
But watch how fast they ignore you,
at the sight of that queer from Titanic.
They give you questions like, "Am I fat?"
and "If you could go with one of my friends, who?"
There is no answer, face the facts,
You are definitely through

Love Story: My First Love ( Story Of Ridhima's Love )

What a good experience of the Love is! I met him in at my tuition classes in 12th standard. I don,t know ki usme aisa kya tha jo mujhe uski taraf attract karta tha…. And one day I came to know that he lives in my neighbor
Really i felt so happy .One day he came to my house but i felt so shy …& i had not said something.
But one day he purposes me for bike ride with him I accepted.
But now the time of separation had came.We both passed out 12th. Now i had gone to university but i never expected ……. that he meets me there also. He is very caring,so sweet…… .In last year , on my Birthday he purposed me. Now we got job in same company… But when my parents had come to know all about. this they became very angry & mom taken me to my mama,s house where she decided to marry me with someone else then I felt so sad…….
Then i decided to ran away with him…. & i did … then we came to delhi where his friend lived and on other side my bros were finding us… Then we had gone to Goa where we became married…. but my father & bro came there & tore me apart from him. & sent me to Mumbai to my didi.
But he also came there to take me with him but my bros bit him so much ……………….I was crying but there no one was listening me. Now i came to know that I’m pregnant i felt so happy.. but one day his mother had called me & said to be away from him & she took promise from me that i would never meet him ….. I had done the same
When i told him that i want to break up he slapped me & promised me to never see me again…But i decided to spend all my life with my baby but my miscarriage happened. now i decided that i would die but there is one person my didi who had supported me & took me to London……..
Where i was trying to forget him but i had never get success.
After 2 yrs……………………….
He met me again as my friend boy friend i was shocked all past memories were coming in my mind……
but one day my friend saw our snaps in my laptop. she asked forcefully about him & me .I told her everything……. & she told him He came to my home & asked to start our relation again. I agreed………. & now we are loving couples & have a baby.
I LOVE HIM SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH…….

Saturday, October 1, 2011

A Letter To Someone Who Will Never Read It


Dear You, how could you break my heart and think everything is OK? I loved you and you left me for another girl. I know the reason; I wouldn't give you what you wanted. I wasn't ready, and apparently she was! You said it didn't matter if I wasn't ready, you loved me for me.Yet, when another girl who is willing comes along, you leave me as fast as you can. You tell everyone what you're going to do before you even let me know. So why is it that I had to be the last one to know? You don't think it could be worse then that? Well it can. You were such a wimp, that you couldn't even tell me yourself! Now as I think about our relationship, I realize that I wasted 4 and half months on you! You weren't even that special to me, I just let myself think that you were! You've been flirting with some girls who I thought were my friends, but apparently you've turned them against me. You made me feel small by the things you said. You gave me the reputations as a slut. Why would you tell people that we did those things? Does it make you look better, like more of a man? You don't even feel any guilt about what you did, and that is basically like screaming that you have no heart and care for no one but yourself. Now you tell people you're with my old friend, and everyone thinks she's cheating on her boyfriend that is here. You try and make me jealous by saying all the girls like you and it's so hard to choose one, but I know the truth. No one really does like you. I guess it makes you feel better by saying those things because you know it makes me hurt. I'm getting over you so fast now that I've found someone much better then you ever were to me. In only a couple weeks, I've realized that I care more for him then I ever cared for you! Now doesn't that make you feel great? Probably not, but after every hurtful thing you've said or done to me, I think it's your turn to take some of my pain that you've caused. Can you believe its been 5 months since we were together, and you still have the power to hurt me? Well not anymore, I don't need you and I never will again. So you can have all those girls who would give you anything, but leave me out of all of that. Thanks for everything, but now, just stop talking to me. You try and are friends but I hate you and I'd like it if we never spoke again! So in order to forget you, I guess this is goodbye. Maybe someday we'll see each other in the long run, but until then you're only a memory. I have to forget about the past, and focus on what's happening now. You can't hurt me forever. So goodbye and good riddance.

Love -----

Friday, September 30, 2011

Why can`t I go back in time?


Ok so I liked this guy since 1st class.And finally.When I was in 5th I made totally new friends.Like older friends.And there were mostly boys..But I only liked that 1 guy.I was like obsessed with him.I tried to do everything just to get his attention.And finally when I started hanging out with him,he invited me n his friend to his house.It was really funny n we played games on ps3 n he teached me how to play.He put his hands on my hands which were on the pad.And finally one day my best friend told me he likes me.He was tickling me and was so nice.And then at 11 p.m. he came to me when i was on my balcony and told me he really likes me and asked me to be his gf.(I actually am NOT kidding!!He really did!!) And I said 'yes' of course.So since then.We couldn`t live without eachother.He kept on telling me that i can`t go to Cork because he`ll die if i won`t be with him.And then every night we were talkin on the phone.He always told me he loves me n I always said 'back at you.'I know it was dumb You don`t have to tell me.And then we went on a walk and he told me he really loves me.I couldn`t believe it!It was like a dream come true to me!!We went to school together he walked me home and then 1 day he came 2 my house on his own(cause most of the times my beshtoo was with us) and we kissed.I didn`t know what was happening.But i was happy.I really did love him.Like REALLY.But 1 day his friend came up to me and told me that he cheated on me n i was so stupid I actually believed that cunt.I broke up with him.But we were still friends and all.And then 1 day his cousin Vicky wrote to me that he is going to ask me out again in 2 weeks.I told him that i know about that and he said its true.But after a week of time we weree just hanging out and he came up to me and said 'Grace,I love you.You`re the only person i will ever truly love.I can`t stand 1 more week waiting to ask you out.Will you please be my gf?'That was soo cute!!It was like he just realised how much i ment to him.But I was stupid.I spent more time with his friends than with him and he was telling me he`s jealous but i kept on telling him he doesn`t have what to be jealous of.Then 1 of the guys told me they love me.But i loved my bf more than anyone else i the world.I didn`t really act like a real gf.I bearly hugged him or held hands with him and all that.But the other day his friend (the same 1) told him I cheated on him with HIMSELF!!And I would never do that!!I loved him so much!!I didn`t know what to do!!I was soo angry.Before I could tell him it`s not true he broke up with me.I didn`t have any reason to live anymore.Till today I still keep thinking that all this was my fault.I wish i could just go back in time....'fate gave me a chance,i wasted it,now i don`t have you,But i want you to know,I always loved you,I do and I always will no matter what.'

Lost in Love

The loneliest days can be the worst days any human can come across. Every one has felt loneliness, but not everyone has felt true love. I know I haven’t, well thats what i assume. See my whole life I’ve read storybooks and seen those happy endings and I’ve always dreamt that one day that fairytale ending will happen to me. Well, the rate I’m going who knows if love will ever find me. I’m scared that I have fallen in love with someone. Scared to tell her, even though she already knows. Denying it was the worst part, but admitting it would ruin everything. See, love works in so many ways. It brings happiness, yet it can bring sadness to so many as well. I’ve seen so many friends and families shed tears about being madly in love, that I’m scared to feel that way for anyone. The pain and heart break they feel in their hearts could never be truly repaired, because the one person who they fell completely head over heels for broke their hearts. I’m in love with my best friend. Crazy to say but she’s the most amazing person I’ve ever met in my entire life. Thing is I know feelings aren’t mutual and they will never be, because she already found her love. I want her to be happy, period. No matter if it’s with me, a friend, or some stranger who she just met. Love, is love. It’s one of those things that as human beings, we will never be able to describe the feeling deep down inside us. I know its a feeling that makes you whole and it feels like nothing could ever come between two hearts that are meant to be together. I believe there’s someone out there for everyone. Some times we might fall in love with the wrong soul mate, the wrong heart. Blinded by money, or so many other artificial things that don’t really matter, can change love. Love isn’t about the amount of things you own or have, it’s about the heart and the soul. Finding that one person who’s soul is compatible to yours. I love to see those old couples walking in the park holding hands or on the streets smiling, because it makes me feel like there’s hope for me and for every other girl who has felt like I do. Lost in love, scared to reach out because of the circumstances, and the consequences you’ll face. Reason why I felt like writing this was because i watched Letter’s to Juliet, and honestly the whole “What If” question really does mean a lot. It’s like What If you never get to tell the one you truly love how you feel. Or What If you never follow your dreams. It’s never too late or too early to fall in love, no matter if your 50, 15, 65 etc. Love has no expiration date, you just have to go out there everyday and face it. Don’t look for the perfect love, they don’t exist. Love is full of flaws and fights and so many other crazy things you could ever imagine. But that’s what makes it all worth while. Knowing that someone out there in this crazy world is meant to be with you.

I know everyone wants that perfect Cinderella moment, but in reality things like that might not ever even come close to happening. Love. A four letter word that means so much to so many. But there’s one thing I want to tell every girl out there. Never loose hope. Your soul is out there somewhere doing the same thing you are, waiting for you.

Love at first site


Well it all started off when i first met him at an agricultural school in the country we met and i dont know why but i was shaking and so nervous like i was going to cry. We talked and had so much in common he was so attractive to me :)

hes my soulmate i knew that it was destiny that me and him were meant to be togethor since babies even. He is the most adorable thing ive ever seen. I cant get enough of him hes so good to me and we are so in love most people might think its just puppy love because we are so young but i know i have found my soul mate because i could never picture myself with anyone else or with out him. I cant even talk to any other boys anymore because i love him soo much hes the one and im glad i found him when i was so young.

My heart will always be next to his no matter how far apart we are and every time i see him which isnt that often i fall inlove with him ten times more.

I hope this story inspires everyone who reads it and its not a joke to those people who dont believe in soul mates, destiny and love it is real because i have found them all.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Love & Anger ?

A Man was polishing his new car. His 6 years old son picked up a stone & scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand & hit it so many times, not realizing that he was using a wrench.

At hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the child saw his father with painful eyes he asked " DAD when will my fingers grow back? "

Man was speechless and very much disappointed. he went back to car and kicked it hard. Devastated by his own actions, sitting in front of that car, he looked at the scratches. child had written " LOVE you DAD". The next day that man committed suicide!!

Anger and love have no limits, choose the love to have a beautiful & lovely life.

Hazrat Ali Said "" Things are to be used and people are to be loved. but the problem is created, when people are to be used and things are to be loved ""

I'm Wrong?

 Through my whole life I have always wanted to find that one special person. My companion. I didn’t date a lot because everyone else around me wasn’t looking for the same thing I was looking for. Now I am seventeen years old and I think I have finally found a mind that thinks alike.

But my family thinks I'm wrong. Only because of one thing. AGE. He is twenty-four years old. He has showed me things that I thought I would never find. But my dad thinks I'm wrong. I think we will be together for a long time. Even if my dad tries to keep us apart he can’t stop love and after I turn 18 he can’t do anything about it. My mom and dad have been divorced for years and that’s one thing that he has never really had is love. I think he is jealous because we have what he has always wanted. Love. He is deaf and abused me when I was little and I finally have someone to care for me and that makes him so angry. Rage is but mask for my shy fears. Yet I would die before I caused my companion pain.
I just hope he knows that no matter what my family tries to do to tear us apart I will never stop loving him. We have been together since I was 16. I might have to wait till I’m 18 to be with him but waiting only makes my love for him even stronger. Romance must have a language fit for feeling more than fits between the earth and sky.

Trying To Forget ...


It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you.
To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful.A life with love will have some thorns, but a life without love will have no roses.Reject your sense of injury and the injury itself disappears.The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.The stupidest mistake in life is thinking the one who hurt you the most, won't hurt you again.
The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.Love is unconditional, relationships are not.For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

ચલો ચલો મુસ્કાન વાવીએ !

નમન હશે જો દિલમાં તો નફરત ગળી જશે.
પુરુષાર્થ હશે પ્રબળ તો એમાં પ્રારબ્ધ ભળી જશે.

મુકાબલો કરો જો મુશ્કેલીઓનો મન દઈને,
ફતેહ પણ તમારા કદમોમાં આવી ઢળી જાશે.
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પર્યાપ્ત છે, તમારા ઈરાદાઓ મજબૂત હોય,
રસ્તાઓ આપોઆપ મંઝીલ ભણી વળી જાશે.
 
ચલો ચલો મુસ્કાન વાવીએ !
લ્યો આ આંસુ, આપો હૈયું, આપો થોડીક હૂંફ -
એટલે
એક નવી પહેચાન વાવીએ !

... કૈંક હૃદયનાં બંધ પડેલા દ્વાર ઉઘડતાં મેં જોયા છે,
કૈંક કીકીની સુની ડાળે ફૂલ મહેકતાં મેં જોયાં છે,
ચલો એકમેકની આંખોમાં જઈ
મહામૂલું સન્માન વાવીએ ! 
 
આ કોઈ હાર નથી, જો માને તો આ વહાલ છે સખી!
પંખી માળામાંથી જાય્, તે તો જગ વ્યવહાર છે સખી!

જનમ્યું તે જાય, એ વાત સાચી સંસારની છે સખી!
રડ નહીં આતો, બધી રોજની ઘટમાળ છે સખી!
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કાલનો સુરજ આવશે, કોઇ વાત નવી લઈને સખી!
આ ઘાતને,સમજથી કે હીબકીને વિતાવીયે સખી!

ધર્મ કહે ,કરેલુ કદી એળે જતુ નથી તે જાણ ને સખી
બંધ દ્વારને જોઈ, નવી ક્ષીતિજો અણદેખી કર ના રે સખી..
 
 

ચાલ સમય ને પાછળ મૂકી વહી જઈએ રે સામા

ચાલ સમય ને પાછળ મૂકી વહી જઈએ રે સામા
એક બીજા ને પાછળ રાખી ના થઈએ સામસામાં.

દર્પણ છે તો અદલાબદલી ચહેરા ની થવાની ,
હોય સંબંધ જો એક બીજા માં તિરાડ પણ પડવાની .
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ચાલ બની ને રહીએ આપણ સાવ નજીક ના સરનામાં
એક બીજા ને પાછળ રાખી ના થઈએ સામસામાં.

ચાલ મળી ને લખીએ આપણ સુખ ને દુખ ના નામા
એક બીજા ને પાછળ રાખી ના થઈએ સામસામાં.
તારી હયાતીની મને કોઈ નિશાની દે,
ઈશ્વર મને જ શોધે તું, એ જીન્દગાની દે.
ખીલીને અહીં હું પણ ખરું, એમાં નવું છે શું?
ઉજડીને પણ ખીલી શકું, નોખી કહાની દે.
સીધા હશે જો રસ્તા તો શક છે ભૂલી જઈશ,
... વિસરું કદી ન હું તને, ઠોકર સુહાની દે.
મથુરા બન્યું છે જોઈ લે, આ મારું ધૃષ્ટ મન,
ગોકુળ બનાવી તું મને રાધા દિવાની દે.
કાયમ રહે જો ચુસ્ત, શું એ કાફિયા ગમે?
થોડાં કરી દે મોકળાં, એને રવાની દે.
 
ચાલો તમારા પ્રેમની એક લહેર બનાવી દઉં
એ રીતે તમને અમારા શ્વાસ બનાવી દઉં

શબ્દો તણા પુષ્પો ગુંથી ગજરો બનાવી દઉં
એ રીતે તમને ગઝલના પ્રાસ બનાવી દઉં
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સાકી સુરા ને શાયરી મુહોબ્બત બનાવી દઉં
એ રીતે યાદો બધી રંગીન બનાવી દઉં
 હથેલી તણી લકીરને કિસ્મત બનાવી દઉં
એ રીતે જીવવાતણું બહાનું બનાવી દઉં

અટકી ગઇ જ્યાં જિંદગી મંજિલ બનાવી દઉં
... એ રીતે ખાલી કબર બિસ્તર બનાવી દઉં

કલ્પવૃક્ષની છાંવમાં મંદિર બનાવી દઉં
એ રીતે પથ્થર તને ઇશ્વર બનાવી દઉં
 
તું પૂછે પ્રેમનું કારણ
હું કરતો પ્રેમ અકારણ.

પ્રેમ તો કેવળ પ્રેમ છે.
એમાં શું કારણ? શું કેમ?
... ચાહીએ એને ચાહતા રહીએ
ભૂલી સઘળા વ્હેમ.

હું પામ્યો એટલું તારણ
આ પ્રેમ છે સાવ અકારણ-

ફૂલ સરીખો સહજ ખીલે
ને રેલી રહે સુગંઘ
પ્રેમ છે કેવળ પ્રેમને માટે
શાના ઋણાનુબંધ?

ના શરતોનું કોઇ ભારણ
આ પ્રેમ છે સાવ અકારણ-
 
દિલની આ કોરી કિતાબમાં,
વહેતા રક્ત વડે તમારી યાદમાં,
શબ્દ લખી રહ્યા તમારું જ નામ,
કલમ અમારી છે અને શાહી તમારી છે….

... જીવનસફરની શરૂઆતમાં,
તમે જ એક એવા મળ્યા,
નજરોથી નજર મળી ગઈઅને મહોબત થઈ ગઈ,
પ્રિત અમારી છે અને નિશાનીઓ તમારી છે…

Gujrati Kavita and Sayari....

ટોળાંની શૂન્યતા છું જવા દો કશું નથી,
મારા જીવનનો મર્મ છું હું છું ને હું નથી.

હું તો નગરનો ઢોલ છું દાંડી પીટો મને,
ખાલીપણું બીજા તો કોઈ કામનું નથી.
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શૂળી ઉપર જીવું છું ને લંબાતો હાથ છું,
મારામાં ને ઈશુમાં બીજું કૈં નવું નથી.

નામર્દ શહેનશાહનું ફરમાન થઈ જઈશ,
હું ઢોલ છું,પીટો-મને કૈં થતું પણ નથી.

સાંત્વનના પોલાં થીંગડાંમાં સૂઈ ગઈ છે રાત,
બીડીના ઠૂંઠિયામાં કોઈ બોલતું નથી.
- જવાહર બક્ષી
 
khoobsoorat ho tum kisi phool ki tarah...
aankhein hain tumhari kisi hirni ki tarah...
chahek hai tum mein kisi chiriya ki...
mehek hai tum mein kisi gulaab ki...
dua karte hain hum rab se sada...
yun hi barkarar rahe hamesha tumhari har ada..
 
Mujay Chanda Kaho Jaan Kaho
Mujay Apnay Dill Ka Mehmaan Kaho
Mujay Dekho Har Lamha Yuhi
Mujay Tum Apni Pehchaan Kaho
Main Poori Karoo Tumhari Har Khawahish
... Mujay App Apna Maaan Kaho
Har Haal Mein App Muj Ko Hi Socho
Muj Se Dill Ka Har Armaan Kaho
Har Lamha App Ko Hi Chahoo Main
Mujay Payar Ki App Apni Shaan Kaho
Mere Dill Ki Dharti App Ki Hai
Ussay Zameen Kaho Asman Kaho
Sub Kartay Hain Batain App Ki
Har Azooo Ko Meri Zaban Kaho
App Ki Dunia Mein Khoii Rehti Hun
Mujay Mast Kaho Anjaan Kaho
Rakhoo Door Har Shaher Ko App Se
Mujay Dost Kaho Negebaan Kaho
Bheek Payar Ki Apni De Do
Chahy Fakiir Kaho Sultan Kaho…
 
 
લાગણીઓ ને આમ રેઢી કેમ રાખો ,
થોડો ઠોકર નો તો ડર રાખો .

સ્મિત ને આટલું ખુલ્લુ કેમ રાખો ,
થોડો ચોરાવાનો તો ડર રાખો .
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આટલું સુરીલુ ક્યાં બોલો ,
કોયલ નો મૌન થવાનો તો ડર રાખો.

મને આટલો પ્રેમ ક્યાં કરો,
મારો પાગલ થવાનો તો ડર રાખો
 
મને એનું નથી દુઃખ કે મુલાકાતો નથી થાતી !
બધે સળગે છે ચિરાગ ને અહીં રાતો નથી થાતી.

જીવનની વેદનાનો એટલો રસ્તો નથી મળતો,
બધાની સાથ કંઇ દિલની બધી વાતો નથી થાતી.
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હતી એ વાત જુદી કે સતત એ આવતા મળવા,
હવે હું જાઉં છું તોપણ મુલાકાતો નથી થાતી.

કોઇની લાગણીને સાચવી લેવાનું આ ફળ છે,
અમારાથી અમસ્તી પણ કશી વાતો નથી થાતી.

અમે પણ પ્રેમની પ્રસ્તાવના કીધી નહીં ,
અને એના તરફથી પણ શરૂઆતો નથી થાતી !
 
હક, અપેક્ષા, શક, અહમ્ ના પંક ની વચ્ચેથી કોઈ,
પદ્મ સમ નિર્મળ અગર ખીલી શકે એ પ્રેમ છે.

‘તું નથી’ ની વાસ્તવિક્તા કષ્ટ દેતી બંધ થઈ,
શ્વાસમાં, ઉચ્છવાસ માં બસ, તું વહે એ પ્રેમ છે.
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બાદબાકી તુજ ની, તારાં સ્પર્શ, યાદો, સાથની,
શેષ મારામાં પછી જે પણ બચે એ પ્રેમ છે.
 
 
 
 
 

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Tuje Bhula Diya ...............

Mujh Pe Ye Shaam Is Tarah Jaadu Sa Kar Gayi, Phir Teri Yaad Chhu Kar Jane Kidhar Gayi, Aasan To Bohat Hai Tujhe BhOolna Magr, Main Kya Karun Mujhy Teri Aadat Si Par Gayi Ye Zindagi Bhi Ab Hai Tamasha Bani Hui, Kabhi Ruk Ke ChaL Pari Kabhi ChaL KeThehar Gayi Lab Si Liye Thay Maine Judaayi Ke Morr Per, Bas Dekhti Rahi Thi Jahan Tak Meri Nazar Gayi Tere Liye To Ek Khuwab Tha, Aaya Aur Guzar Gaya ,"SAHIBA", Par Dekh Zara Meri To Hasti Hi Bikhar Gayi

Friday, September 23, 2011

Deep Feeling for love...Must watch...


Thursday, September 22, 2011

Gujrati Sayari and Poem

જોઈને એકલો મને અંબર ઉદાસ છે,
જ્યાં જઈને બેસતા’તા, એ પથ્થર ઉદાસ છે;
છે હોઠ પર તો સ્મિતનો ચમકાર દીસતો,
કિંતુ કો’ એક જણ મારી અંદર ઉદાસ છે !

- ‘આસિમ’ રાંદેરી
ફૂલોની ખુશ્બુ માં તું, છે કંટકો માં તું.
તું ઉલ્હાસ જિંદગીનો, ને સંકટો માં તું.

તું ઝગમગાટ રોશની, ઘોર તમસમાં ય તું,
તું તાપ સૂર્ય નું ધોમધખ ,શીતળ ચાંદની ય તું.
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તું હાસ્ય ના મોજાં, છે ઉદાસી ય તું,
કથરોટ માં તું ગંગા, ને કાશી છે ય તું.
તું તુલસી ક્યારો આંગણનો, સુકા ઘાસમાં ય તું,
તું અમ્રુત છે-ગંગાજળ ,મ્રુગપ્યાસ માં ય તું.

તું ધજા ઊન્નત શિખરની, તળેટી માં ય તું,
તું જ રાજા ભોજ છે, ને તેલી ગાંગો તું.
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તું શ્યામ નાગર નંદ નો, છે સુદામા ય તું,
તું ગીરધારી-ચમત્કારી, ગોપી ઊધામા ય તું.

દ્રૌપદી ના ચીર તું,સર્વ સત્વ છે ય તું.
જડ હ્રદયમાં ‘ચેતન’ તું, પરમ તત્વ તું.

-ચેતન ફ્રેમવાલા
પ્રેમને વિસ્તારવાનું સહેજ પણ સહેલું નથી,
નફરતોને નાથવાનું સહેજ પણ સહેલું નથી.

દુશ્મનોની ભીડમાં એક દોસ્તને જોયા પછી,
દોસ્તી નિભાવવાનું સહેજ પણ સહેલું નથી.
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ભીતરે ડૂમો છુપાવી ક્યાં સુધી હસવું ભલા !
રોતી આંખે બોલવાનું સહેજ પણ સહેલું નથી.

ક્યાં છે અઘરું ન્યાય કરવું આંખે પાટા બાંધીને,
જુલ્મને સહેતા જવાનું સહેજ પણ સહેલું નથી.

પ્રજ્ઞા વશી
રહે મારું જીવન જો એક જ દશામાં, હવેથી ચમનમાં બહારો ન આવે,
વિખૂટી પડે રાત દિવસની જોડે, કદી સાંજ પાછળ સવારો ન આવે.

ઘડીભર પ્રકાશી પડ્યો જે ધરા પર, ગગનમાં ફરી એ સિતારો ન આવે,
બને તો તમે પણ મને જાવ ભૂલી, મને પણ તમારા વિચારો ન આવે.
 
મળ્યું છે જીવન આજ તોફાન ખોળે, ચહું છું દુ:ખદ અંત મારો ન આવે,
ઓ મોજાંઓ દોડો જરા જઈને રોકો, ધસે કંઈ વમળમાં કિનારો ન આવે.

મોહબ્બત પ્રથમ ધર્મ છે જિન્દગીનો, મોહબ્બત વિના કોઈ આરો ન આવે,
સતત ચાલવું જોઈએ એ દિશામાં, જો થાકી ગયા તો ઊતારો ન આવે.
...
હતું કોણ સાથે અને ક્યાં હતો હું- ન કહેજે કોઈને ભલી ચાંદની તું !
સિતારા કરે વાત ગઈ રાતની તો કહેજે કે ઉલ્લેખ મારો ન આવે.

ગની' દહીંવાલા
 
કરીએ કાકલૂદી એટલી ફુરસદ હતી કયારે?
તકાદો દર્દનો એવો હતો કે કરગરી બેઠા.

હતી તોરી કઁઈ એવી તબિયત કે જીવન પંથે,
ગમે ત્યારે જીવી બેઠા, ગમે ત્યારે મરી બેઠા
રૂસ્વા મઝ્લૂમીગઝલ
ઘાવ લાગ્યો હોય છે સમજણ ઉપર,
પણ અસર છલકાય છે પાંપણ ઉપર.

એ સમયવત આવશે ચહેરા સુધી,
જે તિરાળો આજ છે દર્પણ ઉપર.
... ...
આપવા કોઇ નામ એ મથતા રહે,
જેને શંકા હોય છે સગપણ ઉપર.

ઘોર એકલતા, ઉપેક્ષાઓ અને અપમાન પણ,
કેટલા અભિશાપ છે ઘડપણ ઉપર.

મેં વ્યથાઓ વર્ણવી ગઝલો મહીં,
પણ કલમ અટકી ગઇ કારણ ઉપર.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Friday, July 22, 2011

Would you just listen?

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.

The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,
I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,
Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,
And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Hug Me One Last time

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle


Girl: Slow down. I am scared.
Guy: No this is fun
Girl: No its not.
Please, its to scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
(Girl hugs him)
Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me.

In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke,
but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him,
felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even
though it meant he would die.

Perhaps we fell into ruins, letting our thoughts get the best of us. I thought of Her yesterday, and many yesterdays. What happened to us? I questioned that a lot. Where did our love go? Our unity? I feel this guilt expressing myself towards you. I know what I feel, but my explanation covers the truth. Some say Am I mad, but i say them i am Luckyless, for holding on something that can be easily broken? My senses of emotions are damaged. I don’t know how to make sense of all of this. I’m lost with no direction, map, or light.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Its Too Late ...

I never knew love was until i met you. I never expected changes in my life. You were different from those guys i used to mingle with. You know how people got to have first love....
It is in you where i felt true love. I felt so much for you. And if ever that i could put back time. I would do so, the time wherein we were still together sharing great moments but unfortunately i cant.
I kept thinking of you.. everyday and every moment.

I've been in a battle between my mind and my heart..my mind about to give up but here comes my heart saying cheer up. I cant stop loving you. I've been spending time thinking of happy moments we had. And keep pretending the truth that we're far from each other.
totally far from each other...

somehow this heart of mine would learn to accept reality and be contented......contented to be just missing you!

i dont know if i do really need to say goodbye.. but as for now i am still confuse and i am drowning of thoughts on how things work and used to be. I dont have any guts to get along with somebody else and pretend to be happy though im not. I thought i already knew you since before. I just waited for the time to say that i still have lots of things to know 'bout you.. and here is the time!!!..maybe its too late...